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Nakuha ko na pala kagabi yung regalo sakin ni bespren, at effort dahil naka balot 'to ng maganda. 

(mas maganda pa jan, kasi tinali ko lang ulit yan! HOHOHO!)

O di ba! 

At akala ko naman sya pa ang nagbalot nyan, yun pala dun sa SM na mismo ni-wrap. At natawa daw sya dahil ang sabi nya sa nagbabalot e simple lang daw. Tapos nagulat sya nung parang ganyan na. HAHAHAH!

At eto na nung binuksan ko.

Taadaa! Planner! :3 

Salamat bespren! Eto ang pinakaunang regalong natanggap ko ngayong 2013.

Sabi nya kasi bet nya ang planner na yan dahil dito:

List of Country and its Capital

Ewan ko kung bakit, pero ayan, natuwa daw sya jan kaya bumili sya ng planner nyang ganyan. Hindi kaya dahil pupunta na sya ng China? Hmmm.

At nung pinapakita nya sakin yan. Binuklat nya ang likod.

Boom!

Map of the Philippines!

Eto ang gusto ko. Kaya sabi ko kay bespren ibili nya din ako ng ganto dahil sa mapa ng Pilipinas!
May world map din yang kalakip sa kabilang pahina. 

Para sa mga hindi nakakaalam, mala-jellyfish ang sense of direction ko, tipong palutang-lutang lang sa gitna ng karagatan!

Dahil inggitero ako, at dahil sya ay may work habang ako naman nakatunganga, sabi ko ibili nya rin ako. At ayan na nga. Bait nya no? (O opurtunista lang talaga ako?) HAHAH! 

So umpisa pa lang alam ko nang planner ang laman nyan. At hindi talaga sya basta bigay, hingi yan! :D

Solomot! :3

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Katanghaliang tapat. Ang init. Habang naghihintay sa hinihintay ko, naisipan ko magbasa ng mga messages sa phone:

"One of the best moments in life is when you feel sad but you've got SOMEONE who will effortlessly put a SMILE on your face..."

- FW: Ate Arline of The Pink Line 

Ang sweet ng message na 'to. Tipong pwedeng isend kahit kanino.

Hindi naman ako mahilig magtext. Sapat na sakin yung paforward-forward lang ng mga forwarded lang din na messages sakin. HAHAH! 

Natutuwa ako makareceive ng mga ganyan ganyan. (basta wag lang yung chain messages -_-)

So para tawid-inip na din habang naghihintay, ni-forward ko yan sa ilang mga contacts ko. 

At natawa naman ako sa mga  ilang responses sakin (Hindi ko talaga ineexpect na ganyan)! HAHAHAH!

Heto:

Saan banda? :)

Heto pa:

Hindi ako marunong manglandi, alam nyo yan! HAHAH!

At eto pa!

Ikaw pa rin... yiieee! HAHAH!

At eto naman talaga ang da best na nabasa ko nung niforward ko sakanya ang message na yan: 

HAHAH! Para po sa mga hindi nakakaalam:
Salicylic Band Aid po.

O diba! Nakakatuwa. 

Natatawa ako, kasi hindi naman ganyan yung mga nasa-isip ko nung nareceive ko yan. Wala lang. Sweet. Ganun.

Pero hindi rin nagtagal ang mga conversations about jan. Usually kasi close ended ang forms ng mga messages ko. Tipong walang return question. Depende. HAHAH! :3

Hmm. Hayun lang po!

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Pag-ibig

A consistent outside reader of mine (Chos! ni-assume ko lang na consistent syang nagbabasa, pero outside reader talaga kasi hindi sya member ng blogosphere) e-mailed me (chos ulit! Chat lang talaga, ganda lang pakinggan ng "emailed" e, ganyan!) saying: "I miss your old writings, your techniques you were using before with your first ones." (at syempre, ako lang ang nagtranslate nyan, maarte kasi ako. HAHAH!). But actually, I, too, miss posting some informative entries, or at least I think is informative. So now, I'll try to write something the way "Paokun"'s doing it before (Sabi nga ni Junjun ng Life and Spices, "Pao Kun Style", ganyan! HAHAH! Promote promote ka din sakin ngayon.)

So here I go:

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PAG-IBIG

Naks! Pumapag-ibig ang lolo nyo! Pero hindi, hindi ako ang topic. Well, alam nyo naman na hindi ako mahilig makipaglandian mangharot at umibig. HAHAH! (labas sa ilong!) Ang pag-uusapan natin ay based solely from the word itself; pag-ibig.

Ang pakikipag ibigan ay nahahantong sa buntisan dating dalawa, ngunit ngayon ay tatlo o higit pang statuses. At ang tatlo sa mga pinakasikat na status ay:

1. Available - sila yung mga single, free and ready to mingle!

2. Taken - may mga asawa o mga gelpren o boypren na. (Mas attracted ako sa kanila. lol)
3. "It's complicated" - (sa friendster: It's Complicated TM.) Sila naman yung either single or taken na mga nag-mamaasim o nagddrama sa buhay pag-ibig nila, na tipong may "cool off" pang pauso! Tss! Soul searching kuno?

Dahil kasing gulo ng kwarto ko ang "it's complicated" e yan ang pag-uusapan natin!

It's Complicated - No commitment but with emotional attachment.

Ang hirap nito. Dito, halos hindi mo alam ang status nyo ng iyong pakner! Mahal mo sya, mahal ka nya, pero hindi kayo. Pero sa pag mamahalan nyo, parang kayo. Ang gulo no? It's complicated nga diba. Sa tindi ng attachment and affinity nyo sa isa't isa, nagagawa nyo na din ang mga ginagawa ng mga mag-syota o mag-asawa. TAKE NOTE: Hindi kayo. Pume-friends with benefits ano? Pero dito, with real emotions involved. Tipong dahil mahal mo sya, hindi mo na hangad lagyan ng marka kung ano ang status nyo, natatakot kang tanungin sya dahil baka masktan ka sa isasagot nya, basta ang mahalaga e magkasama kayo. Yun nga lang, pag tinanong ka ng iba: "Anong status nyo?" alangan namang sabihin mong "kami", e hindi naman kayo. That's why, "it's complicated!".

Here's the catch: pag nagkaroon sya ng ibang partner habang pinapartner mo sya, wala ka namang ipapanalo sa korte kahit maghabla at maglupasay ka pa. Bakit... KAYO BA?!

It's Complicated - Committed with NO emotional attachment.

Anong drama nito... Bahay-bahayan? Ganyan?

Pasok dito yung tinatawag na "open relationship".

Ano ba ang open-relationship? eto yung nasa isang relasyon ka, pero okay lang magkaroon ka o sya ng relasyon sa iba pa. Oha! Legal na kabit, parang ganyan. Walang selosan. Yun nga lang, yung new legal partner ang kawawa kasi siya ang hindi nakakaalam na nasa open relationship ka pala o ang karelasyon nya. Gulo diba! Parteh partey!

Eto yung laro na kapag nainlab ka, talo ka.  Pasok na pasok sa banga ang No Other Woman! HAHAH!
Kalimitan dito sa ganto, naiinlab ang isa sainyo, at dun na matatapos ang lahat. Bakit? Pwede kasing ang rule ng larong ito ay kapag nakahanap na kayo ng taong mamahalin nyo, bibitawan nyo ang open relationship nyo. Pero pano nga kung inlab ka na sakanya? Diba? Ayaw mong tanggapin na SINGLE ka na. So pagtinanong ka ng iba kung anong status nyo, ang isasagot mo ay "It's complicated!". Kasi hanggang ngayon, umaasa ka pa. Baka sakaling maibalik pa.  </3

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Marami pang dahilan ang pwedeng pag-ugatan ng third status na yan! Yung iba, mahilig maki-uso, kapag nagkaroon ng konting problema e "it's complicated" na. Tss! Ang mga Earthlings talaga!

HAHAH!

Ayan, hanggang dyan nalang muna. Try nyo naman yung ibang status, libre yan! lol

Ciao!


P.S.

Yung mga dati kong naging CRUSH LANG na taken na... "mag bbreak din kayo!" Dyok lang! ;) #Bitter101

Pao Kun's Thought 101:

Hindi gaya ng iba, 'pag may hinahanap akong bagay sa kwarto ko, hindi gumugulo ang kwarto ko. In fact, mas nagiging maayos at organized ito. 

48 Hours

"Will leave cyber world, but'll be back after at least 48 hours. (Who cares anyway? HAHAH) Hopefully will have an artwork by then. Hopefully."

And that was my tweet last Friday night. Unfortunately, until now I haven't had any artwork to show you. I don't know, perhaps 48 hours of cutting my connection in virtual world isn't enough to pull my emotions into the momentum of stroking brushes and smudging pastels or playing with charcoals. But luckily enough, I made it - I just kept my promise. A promise to myself; prohibiting my self to enter cyber world for at least 48 hours. Well actually, I know I can do it, because as I have said, I promised. And I believe, no, STRONGLY believe that promises aren't meant to be broken. NEVER. Lies do.

Wondering why I did that? I just realized that being in a cyber world devours most of my life time lately. I wake up, eat, go online, eat, go online and so on. That routine. Sighs.

So I made a decision to give myself an awarding break. That's it! It made a difference.

Saturday morning, I woke up 4:30AM (my normal body clock). Went out for a jog with my dad. Watched morning news after. Minutes passed then will boil some water in a kettle to make some coffee for me and my dad. Normal routine.

Then instead of going online, I read this book (at least printed in a paper, downloaded online days before), titled "The Fault In Our Stars" by John Green. Typical "teen" story. At least I thought it was. Good thing I printed out a copy of it. I wouldn't want to read it online, you know... I prohibited myself using things that will urge my eagerness to enter or even peek in cyberworld (esp. FB, twitter, Blogger, Gmail, Ymail); and that includes using laptop, tablet, desktop, or even my PSP. Dang! "Prevention is better than cure".  ;)

And I will not going to make a review about it. One word: Awesome. More words: I can't get over with it just yet. I just finished it a while ago, reading the last chapter while hearing the sound of the boiling water near beside me, and I just love that. Classic type setting huh?

So while I was reading it, I have this dictionary beside me, literally. And, a literal dictionary, not those you'll find online. And it gives me quite nostalgia. Like way back elementary days or so? ;) Enriched vocabulary, yey!

Funny thing is, I also turned my phone in silent mode. (Woooh! At last I get to use "mode" not in high-schoolish way, the way others use it. Like kain mode/ texting mode/ tulog mode...duh! HAHAH!)

I texted my bestfriend what I was up to (about this 48hrs blah blah). *text *text *text until she mentioned: "Iba ka na, parang di na tayo close? :)". HAHAH! Which triggered me to ask her a coffee  meet by that same night. Looks like we have lots of catching up to do. And there were actually! I also shared the success of the PBO of course, how was it like to be a blogger and meet nice friends, and convinced her to start blogging as well! :) It's nice to have seen a friend and chat with her in person, share each other's stories and the likes.

Being in 48 hours duration of not being a "cyber human" is like living in a primitive basic life. I get to notice things I hardly notice before, do things in time which mostly were in queue before. And get to spend quality time with my family? Woah? HAHAHAH!

Another one, I finally got a new battery for my calculator, I can start my review as early as tomorrow. Not today, well, my turn to open the cyber door and see what has been happening in cyber world! Hi there! ;)


Kwentong Kuneho:

(I miss this one)

Nung nagcoffee kame ng bespren ko, may two roundtables na magkadikit, yung isa nakadikit sa glasswall, yung isa naman occupied by 3 girls. So nakishare kame, since isang table lang naman ginagamit nila.

Maya maya bigla silang nagsipag-ingles pag-upo namin! HAHAH! Ewan ko kung nagpapa-impress or what pero ganito sila mag usap:

G1: Im-hungry-already....I....wanted....to.....eat.....more....food....
G2: Yes-do-you-remember.....what-happened yesterday?...*name*....just....got.....her.....new....hair....cut....
G1: Im-hungry-already....I....wanted....to.....eat.....more....food....
G3: Blahh....blah....blah....blah...

Ganyan magsalita, mabilis sa mga unang phrases, tapos parang robot na kapag dadagdagan na yung first phrases HAHAH! Ewan ko, hindi naman ako magaling pero kung ganyan talaga sila mag usap, gano kaya nila katagal matapos ang isang topic nila? Hmmm.

Pao Kun's Thought101:

Hambabango lang ng mga babaeng nagjo-jogging. Pawisan pero mababango pa rin! ;)  

Time's up

I strongly suggest you play the song while reading this entry.







I still remember, the first time I met you. The things around us, the people standing by, the dim lights shining upon us, the melting sound of rhythmic silence, the dark blue sky, me and you.

I came from a long trip. Exhausted when I reached home. I had my first step from the balcony, and everybody's glances were all at me. I gave them my smirk rather than smile, until I saw you for the first time.

You got me.

My eyes opened wide, but then they smiled. I still chose to sit at my favorite spot; at the end of the sofa. And you sat beside me. Leaned your head against me and I did the same. I already asked your name before. Not from you, but from them. That's our "time" together for the first time, but it's like we knew each other for a long time.

Days have passed, and I have to leave every after a certain point. A day without you is like a month already. I'm longing for our togetherness.

Nights have passed. The nearer the day I'll be with you, the more longing I get and patience to take.

Time came. We are together again. The joy I felt cannot be defined with a word, or even with words.

Time struck. I was in the middle of deep thoughts. You came. I was lying at my bed, and there you are again, lying next to me. Something hit me in an instant. My feelings for you, shattered little by little.
The closer you are to me, the further my sight reaches. You didn't know, and I just cannot tell you. I just came from a dark world where my "everything" has fallen and scattered into pieces. I now realized, I still live, love and can't leave my past.

I still remember that fine afternoon. The sun setting in the sky was very beautiful. The warmth it brought to us was smooth and so it was unforgettable.

The sun sets, and so do my warm feelings toward you. Cold.



Time flew. I became different. I kept my distance.

Time flies. Yet you stay the same.

Time has flown. Again, slowly, I started appreciating everything about you; your deeds, feelings, and you.

I was wrong. My thought that I cannot leave my past, was just so wrong. I'm glad you didn't give up on me. I'm so glad. We are together again.

Everyday seems like the first days. The settings, the people, the sound and the sky. Everything has fallen into places. Again. I'm so glad how blessed I was. I'm so glad.

Just like the first days, I still have to leave at every after a certain point. Leave you, and long for you. But this time, expect that I'll be home for you, and only for you. You're longing for my return, and so do I to see you.


The awaited day came at last.

I arrived home. Everything seems to be perfect in my own way. The road, the sky, the people, but the sound.

The sound. The rhythmic sound's gone. It faded.

Time took you from me. You're gone. Tears fell down from my eyes. The sorrow I felt cannot be described with just a word, or even words.

I remember that afternoon. The sun is setting in the sky. The warmth it brought to me was smooth and so it was the most unforgettable.

Sun sets, and so do life. Cold.

Got it here http://images1.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20120917224727/creepypasta/images/0/00/Leaves_falling.jpg

Pao Kun's Thought 101:

How much funnier life can get. It is very playful. If everything is given, life will have no thrills. Giving you no blast. Boring. You cannot always get what you want.  Be thankful for what you have. 

All is well! :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I'm hoping for full year "ALL IS WELL" in my life this 2013.

By the way, I changed my background already if you noticed. Now I can take you to my "kalawakan" and have a free gaze on my galaxy. (I just googled it, credits to the owner). This morning, I asked one of my friends in FB if he has something that will suit the theme "universe" or "kalawakan" (he's a professional digital artist). And before I forget, I have to tell you that we're not really friends (in person) to begin with, I mean not close at all. I just found him in one of my groups in FB named "Pinoy Digital/Trad Artist"; one of my groups I visit regularly, and regularly seeing this man's posts which is very remarkable. So I added him as friend to see more of his astonishing works, admiring his works even more.

Going back to the story, I asked him if he has a digital artwork related to the "universe". Which I followed with a new year greetings; this makes my first message sent to him ever. And of course, I'm not really expecting for a reply, so I actually forgot that I asked something from him. I went out to visit a friend, and got home by the evening. And to my surprise as I logged in on my FB:

Poof! This made my day! Kachaw! ;) I honestly said that it is just for my blogging purposes, and am planning to use it as my blog background. I just hope I get it for free. HAHAH! Yes! ^_^ (Sana di nya makalimutan ;) ) By the way, he has the same name with one of characters in animated online game and movie series Final Fantasy: "Cloud". Will link and give credits to him next week.

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This afternoon, a friend, Drew, asked me (this time, it was one of my best childhood buddies) if I can drop by his house, and added If I can bring some movies to watch. Which I agreed upon. Just a street away from my coordinates. And I arrived at his house after an hour! HAHAH! I bumped with another friend, Mond, there.

It has been months or so since the last time I came in to their house. So I've yet to recognize the little changes they made. I keep strolling my eyes and found this posted at his study area's wall. Although Drew is a bit forgetful one. He might have forgotten to upload the pictures I took using his phone! HAHAH! Since there's no photo, I think I'm gonna save the story for some other time. :)

Paokun's Thought 101: 

Hindi ako mahilig mag-unan pag natutulog. ;)